Christina Ann Joanna Barrett

Saturday, January 30, 2016

I always thought it said, "I can't see you anymore.."

Friday, January 29, 2016

Opportunity When Being Tested

When I am tested, I feel it is an opportunity to do something unnecessary and get more of what I want and need in life.

Do you know that people who you like a lot are popular for acting like all the wild, confusing people who seem to have such a miserable life that they let out contradictory instructions on what to do that overcome the world? The very likable people say, "Hey, yea, that's okay, just rattling up the tight stress and making things more comfortable even tho it's like a sin. Let's all submit to this instruction." Do you realize what this says? It says, "Hey, keep sinning cuz it makes life seem easier to copy from. Maybe, this is the right way to eventually ride into death by the time one is an old man or woman. Hey, nothing wrong with being, like, a dump truck driver, after you've dedicated to some other path, cuz hey you know it really is okay so why not give up the other dream for something else - jump on the bandwagon too?"

I'm not trying to victimize people. I notice this desire from a lot of things I bet. Who fits the description in your life?

Did you notice..

Did you notice people who always want you in limbo, like what you think is never right either way cuz it's supposed to hurt you? They just wanna keep the mystery.

Thursday, January 28, 2016

Just Stay Calm

I learned ways to deal with different kinds of anger of how others are to me. I feel like I'm 5 tho and can't seem to get it coordinated.

Turning Me On

I know people can turn me on and make me mad if they can create a pretend reason, like if I feel a little guilty about my behavior (well, inner thoughts others can detect) tho it wasn't really that bad yet to a degree.

Thinking of You

Before, I felt pushed to think about someone I like when I was able to give myself down time.

Now, I feel I cannot think of them at all because of others.

Who cares..

I bet people think who cares Christina is Chinese toss her. That's why me having a problems blog is unacceptable to others.

I understand it sounds like a regiment to go by. I don't think I've seen the issue solved, and I don't see how it is a real issue other than to get at me.

Also, I think that most racists are just prejudiced.. obviously. If you're white, why not just say the Chinese don't matter but should be off-ed? You don't have any blood or anyone to care about. It's accepted popularity-wise.

Supposedly, I am not a person just because you decided and if considered bad say it's popular. It's not even cuz I'm Chinese but because I'm like a kid to people who don't want me to be. We all understand that. It's a simple problem with a simple solution, in some ways.

Elimination!

I thought you were against abortion.

Why do..

Why do Baby Boomers think they are so much better than Generation XY?

My Identity

Why do people think I am a product of my parents and that they aren't good enough for me to be who I want? That's far off the mark. May as well seek out a poor black kid in Africa and ask them to lead a nation. Plus, may as well discount all the princesses.