Just Stay Calm

I learned ways to deal with different kinds of anger of how others are to me.  I feel like I'm 5 tho and can't seem to get it coordinated.

Turning Me On

I know people can turn me on and make me mad if they can create a pretend reason, like if I feel a little guilty about my behavior (well, inner thoughts others can detect) tho it wasn't really that bad yet to a degree.

Thinking of You

Before, I felt pushed to think about someone I like when I was able to give myself down time.

Now, I feel I cannot think of them at all because of others.

Who cares..

I bet people think who cares Christina is Chinese toss her.  That's why me having a problems blog is unacceptable to others.

I understand it sounds like a regiment to go by.  I don't think I've seen the issue solved, and I don't see how it is a real issue other than to get at me.

Also, I think that most racists are just prejudiced.. obviously.  If you're white, why not just say the Chinese don't matter but should be off-ed?  You don't have any blood or anyone to care about.  It's accepted popularity-wise.

Supposedly, I am not a person just because you decided and if considered bad say it's popular.  It's not even cuz I'm Chinese but because I'm like a kid to people who don't want me to be.  We all understand that.  It's a simple problem with a simple solution, in some ways.

Elimination!

I thought you were against abortion.

Why do..

Why do Baby Boomers think they are so much better than Generation XY?

My Identity

Why do people think I am a product of my parents and that they aren't good enough for me to be who I want?  That's far off the mark.  May as well seek out a poor black kid in Africa and ask them to lead a nation.  Plus, may as well discount all the princesses.

Having Pennsylvania Blood

It feels like I'm a dog following a bone hanging from a stick attached to my head.

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Self-Centered

Problems

This is an old unpublished post.

Others having problems with others should not affect me negatively.

Belief

Everyone has to believe I'm in the wrong.

Kick Start Your Diet Today

Get all the pieces in place.

-Sufficient Exercise
-Fasting to Healthy Foods
-Respect Your Inner Connoisseur for Food

Wrong "Punishments"

I don't like people "punishing" me when I am the one being attacked and acting like it's a part of the circle of life.

They think they are catty and solved an issue.  Well, nope.  I don't know why people venerate others in some ways.  They are trying to look good socially, too.

I don't take being talked down upon as an assumption of who I am.  Not everyone lives life that way with that sorta threat to their personal space.  It is actually racism about my mom's genes in me.  I am a successful person, but people are listening to others/someone else who I "accidentally"/whatever spammed and beating on me that I'm nothing like there's something wrong with my parents.  I'm also on psychiatric pills I don't need, which helped result in other maladies.

cont.

Like, hard to hold onto the thought, but like trying to abuse me more emotionally.

I don't like how this is going.

So, my parents are getting into me more.. like trying to overcome my passion for others.

Pathetic

My parents took a turn for the worse when I got interested in others and left me "in trouble."

Waiting?

So, I'm just waiting abused racially?

Schedule

I may not watch any of Ellen until my busy week is over on Sunday.

Problem

I don't believe people who think you should be a series of steps without problems coming up and if you stop and think about it you're a problem.

I don't get it.

It seems a lotta people want me d**d, a little more for everyone then, just jealous because I did it but not jealous before.

Liars

They do it to save their own hide cuz they were being s***.

I just shouldn't care about anyone.  Those older adults will be there to save their hide by being racist as an excuse.

Ruining My Stay

I've been in Orlando a long time.

People just assume I am worthless cuz I'm 1/2 Asian from my mom.

Idiots!

Why are these crazy, selfish people there trying to say I am bad?